So anyway, I wanted to look into having surgery on my back to stablize my spine. Yeah right.

I made an appt last month at the closest clinic, which is 100 miles away. I wanted a referral for an Ortho for my legs and back, and a referral to see a shrink about the funk this is causing me.
Im no doctor, but I know that I should be considered totally disabled because of my back.


Well, I went for the ortho appt today. 140 miles one fucking way.




It was as if I had never been seen about my back. That has always been my biggest problem. I have been diagnosed with degenerative disk disease and degenerative joint disease. Severe Acute Arthritis blah, blah, fucking blah. But this fucker was acting as if there was no record. I even told that the last Doc I saw told me that I could become paralyzed because of my back condition. He acted like I was stupid.
Unfucking believable. On my way out the door, I asked him how I could take care of my not getting my meds. He told me I have to take it up with the Prescribing Doc. We're talking about Narcotics. I told him what a pain in the ass that would be for me, and he said 'not my problem'. I asked if he would prescribe me something and I would pick it up on my way out, and the fucker told me that he didn't think I needed it.



Im fucking tired of these muther fuckers. I literally want to go postal.
